Baby Steps...

How often do we notice the way we treat ourselves in every moment?

Do we need to revisit our relationship with ourselves?

These  thoughts  were revealed to me in   “self healing” session.                

Few weeks back, I was healing my most knotty issue which is related to my career.

 
My friends know about the step I took few years back regarding my career and surprised everyone. The good part was, my entire family did not question for a single time on my next move as if everybody was so confident about my thoughts and skills. Three years have passed and I am heading on the path I chose with full determination though the road is rough and tough.

As a human, I am also having emotions which often pull me down. I feel sometimes that I am blocked. Even though I am having skills but, not applying it in optimum way or, let’s say the minimum required quantum of work is missing. This self analysis burdens me with a heavy weight of guilt on my heart and numbs me. It is such a personal emotion that, I could not express. The guilt of not doing enough and putting the future of my family on stake who never questioned me and,  standing behind me unconditional,  supporting my posture in this time, ailing me day and night.

In such a trying time when I am fighting a war within me , I only go in the lap of Serenity Surrender which is a panacea for all my miseries.

I ask the creator, ‘What is pulling me down?’   
    

Creator speaks:

Have you ever seen the treatment you give to yourself?

You are so harsh, abusive, blaming and what not with yourself. You put yourself down to a level where nobody has ever put you.

You are unforgiving for all that, which you perceive as failures. You are overwhelmed with the size of your dreams. You have lost the faith in the universal laws which are governing everything.

You are scolding yourself every time and determined to tell yourself that you are the culprit and a failure. You have lost your worth in your own thoughts and thus you do not love yourself any more. You have imposed so many conditions to love yourself.

Your family is unconditional with you, except you.

I ask; “What should I do?”     

 Creator speaks:

Treat yourself like a child. Do not impose rules for everything. Your mother did not impose rule when you were learning to walk during your childhood. No rules, only you attempted to walk…kept attempting…your mother was always encouraging with faith that you would walk.

You suffered polio, even then your parents did not give up. They kept their action and, here you are.

Learn from the universal law…TAKE BABY STEPS.

Allow yourself to pat on your back even you walk one step towards your goal. Do not quit. Just be on the path.  

TAKE BABY STEPS and appreciate yourself the way you are handling your situations. Appreciate yourself that, you are not giving up.

TAKE BABY STEPS…AND PAT YOUR BACK FOR EVERY STEP…YOU WILL RUN SOON.

Have a BABY STEPS filled week ahead…

Anurodh

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